Okay, dudes. I know I said I was going to keep only happy things on here but I CAN'T. This is my only way to vent. Let out all of my emotions. I need to so yeah. You don't have to read it. I'm just informing you.
I WANT TO DI.E SO MUUUCCHHH. I think about it everyday. Lately I've been thinking about the note I'd write right before I did it. I'm not gonna actually ki.ll myself now but I will when I have my own house. (or I'd at least have started cu.tting myself by then) I look around a room to see what I could ki.ll myself with. You'd be surprised at how many everyday objects can ki.ll you. I also made up a song about de.ath in my head on the bus. It's my one deep desire. I just feel more and more su'icidal every day. :)
You know, there comes a time when everything changes. There comes a time when you don't look both ways before crossing the street, not because you know there are no cars, but because you wouldn't care if you get hit. Maybe you'd even prefer it. There comes a time when nothing matters because why should it? There comes a time when you realize no one gives a sh.it but you know you don't think they should anyway. There comes a time when you just want everything to end but you're too afraid to end it yourself.
My idols: Mickie James and Miranda Lambert
Favorite movies: Princess Diaries 1 & 2, Bad Teacher, Other Guys, Big Daddy
Favorite shows: Criminal Minds, Spongebob Squarepants, Amanda Show, Drake & Josh, Punk'd, Off Their Rockers, The Middle, Modern Family, Suburgatory
Favorite games: Nintendogs, Nintendogs & cats, Mario Party, Mario Kart, Grand Theft Auto IV, WWe 12
Favorite music genre's: Country and rap
Favorite Songs: Gu.npowder and Le.ad, The House That Built Me, There Goes My Life, Give Me Everything Tonight
Favorite Singers: Miranda Lambert, Kenny Chesney, Nicki Minaj, Eminem, Pitbull
Things people don't realize about me: My biggest fear is rejection and I always have an.xiety about it. I am SUPER sensitive. And I want to di.e (but I don't see that mattering much to you.)
I'm the girl who laughs on the outside, but falls apart on the inside
I'm the girl who yells at the tv when things happen like Christina voting Jesse Campbell of the Voice. >:U Rawr Xtina.
I'm the girl no one truly knows everything about, but believe they do
I'm the girl who's considered weird, but is fu.cking proud of it
But MOST OF ALL I'm the girl who will never grow up
Go to: www.mexicanwalkingfishlovers.webs.com
Kk. I love you cra.zy people who are hopefully profile sta.lkers like me. (A club has been made. We is the srekculp. My awesome friend made up the name lol)
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