This dark room with dead air has any seasons. There aren't morning, daylight, and night.
Wandering around a dream,today I go deep into the games and animation world again.
And I identify myself with the heroes.
In the utopian world, I'm a descendant of the hero who fights for the world's peace.
And a handsome guy who is the center of attraction of 12 younger sisters.
〝I have any impossibility and can become anything."
I thought so…
Day after day I am rotten to the core, watching the Animation in the gloomy room.
My nagging parents haven't speak to me anything since I've hitted them.
They search my face in a silky voice, but they're scared of me at the bottom of their heart.
It makes me annoyed tremendously…Their behavior disgusts me !
Leave me alone !!
The little amount of ease given by cigarettes is MY TIME.
Only the knowledge from the games have been piled up.
I want it that way. Is this really my whole life?
Oh please tell me someone… Can't I back to the past once again ?
Where have my friends gone ?
Where have my way to the future passed ?
Not konwing the answer, I wasting my own precious time.
Where have I lost my way ?
Whatever have I mistaken ?
Oh I don't know…so I hate all…
All I just do is to hate…
But how am I in the real world?
Dropout from colledge, corpulence and being a ゛NEET゛
This is reality, not a dream. .It's an unmistakable fact.
Day after day I'm rotten to the core, playing the TV games in the gloomy room.
My nagging parents haven't interfere in me anything since I've kicked them.
They search my face in a silky voice, but they're scared of me at the bottom of their heart.
It makes me annoyed tremendously…Their behavior disgusts me !
Leave me alone !!
It is not ゛I cannot do゛but I don't.
Persuading myself and I've been alive before.
I wouldn't do my best.
I was afraid of realizing me cannot make much of outcomes,
so I envy for them thier glow.
I keep my temper only by hating and slandering them,
and I can feel myself better than them.
The little amount of ease given by medicines is MY TIME.
Only the knowledge from animations have been piled up.
I want it that way. Isn't this situation a dream ?
Oh please tell me GOD. Please say this is a dream.Do awake me up!
「However,This is real.」
「So you must wake up right now.」
「And you must carry on.」
「you must stand your own legs」
Whose voice is this I heard ?
What can I do for my situation ?
Oh I don't know…so I hate all…
All I just do is to hate…
I hate all ! I hate all !
I hate the all of the tenderness !
I hate all ! I hate all !
I hate the future and the past.
I hate all ! I hate all !
But what I really hate is myself !
I hate me ! I hate me !
I hate me can't do anything.
I hate all！(I hate me！)I hate all！(I hate me！)
But I see how to do from now on.
I hate all！(I hate me！)I hate all！(I hate me！)
So I never hasitate.
I hate all！！！！
I hate me and emerge from this hateful situation.
C'mon myself！ to break the wall.
Life is being a Hero of RPG game has undecided purpose.
There are no confirmation between true friends and enemies.
But, in the situation,one gets true friends and find own purpose of life.
Everybody call him ゛a hero゛with veneration.
この澱んだ暗い部屋に季節はない 朝も昼も夜もない
夢と現実（うつつ）を漂いながら 今日もまた アニメやゲームの世界へ
そして物語の主人公に自分を重ねるのだ
物語の中の俺は 世界の平和のために戦う勇者の末裔だったり
12人の妹に慕われるモテモテな男前だったり
「自分はなんでもできて、何にでもなれる」
本気でそう思うようになってしまったんだ…
Everyone is just a searcher for the fragments of happiness.
And they sometimes will be unhappy because of getting that fragments.
Everyone is just a searcher for the fragments of happiness.
They struggle,trouble, and swindle to obtain that fragments.
What's done can't come undone if Man can't help missing.
So don't let us do it again. And,
Let's take our hope and dream we left behind on yesterday.
They are awating for us and shining so brightly.
Carry on! CUZ you are still alive.
When you drop this travel,it is the end of your life.
Carry on！ If you despair of your soul,
forever standing strong！ I will go on singing my song.
The Dream shall give us the power of to be happy.
And the Hope shall lead us forever.
Words cannot convey how wonderful the life is.
So I convey this thoughts to everyone by my songs.
Take my hand! I'll escape you from nightmare.
As long as your BLAZE OF LIFE burns, you're invulnerable!
Nobody could be happy alone.
Hurt and love mutually,man can get the fragments of happiness.
And I wanna tell them my way of life,my inmost thoughts and my inspiration,
and I wanna feel their pleasure.
That's my meaning of life and my tiny happiness
That's my reason of life to collect the fragments of happiness.
人はみな 幸せのかけらを捜し求める旅人
幸せを求めるばかりに不幸せになることもある
人はみな 幸せのかけらを捜し求める旅人
もがき、苦しみ、時に人を騙してまで 人はそのかけらを得ようとする
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